Pull me outa this downward spiral
I don't feel like i'm in my place
The truth inside won't show it's face
There's somethin inside that's cracked and broke
Can't find the energy to get up and walk
A hate for life that once was lust
Dreams and ambitions have turned to dust
I can do what i want now... but i got nothin to do
Got a fuckin head full of thoughts.... but there all about you
Go home... hit the bottle... sit up all night fuckin thinking
Then i start sinking... induced by the drinking
Am i love sick... or sick of love??
Will i end up down below or high above??
Is there a hand to break my fall before i hit rock bottom??
Or will i drink my dreams away until there all forgotten??
I don't fall asleep anymore... i'm just passing out
The spirits are seductive throughout my final bout
As loneliness rips apart my soul
I may seem strong... but i'm not whole~